sometimes i am wondering (or often) ? should there be so many prescription drugs in my possession?
maybe people who cry so much should not be on so much medication yes/no?
pills to replace god forsaken feelings. get it all out of the way.
take as needed & scatter my brain my pieces of
emotional stability tell me do i need this many? i need this many. functioning functioning functioning by the glass.
put me to bed, stay in bed.
my stomach hurts. i wish you would come and eat cake with me from tillie's.
i wish we could go back to portland & sit in casco bay books &